My Submissive Exploration

Discovering My Deepest Desirers.

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I honestly think this is some of the best advice I’ve ever received from a friend. 
"Delete his number and any messages, let him chase you."
I’m done chasing boys. I’m old fashion. If you like me or want me in your life you’re going to have to make the effort. I’ve been burned too many times by boys foolish games. 
I’ve been through my phone and I got delete happy. 
I feel good.

I honestly think this is some of the best advice I’ve ever received from a friend. 

"Delete his number and any messages, let him chase you."

I’m done chasing boys. I’m old fashion. If you like me or want me in your life you’re going to have to make the effort. I’ve been burned too many times by boys foolish games. 

I’ve been through my phone and I got delete happy. 

I feel good.

(Source: whatatreacherousthing)

Filed under personal deleting contacts I dont need these people in my life I'm only fashioned I want to be chased.

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I’ve got a date…. Help?!

I hate dates, I can probably count on one hand the number i’ve been on. 

I’m kinda bricking it to be honest and to make it worse it’s an evening date! I’m a firm believer that dates should be during that day and involve some sort of activity in order to take the pressure off of meeting someone new. I’m just going to have to knock back some wine… I think I’m much more interesting with a few fermented grapes in my system. 

Gah, I just need to stop fretting, it will all be fine. Though if you never hear from me again, i’ve been kidnapped. Haha, i might just start agreeing to going on loads of internet dates to make this blog more interesting. I sure as hell needs an injection of life to it. 

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Snowboarders are masochists

So for the last week I’ve been enjoying chucking myself of mountains in the french alps!!

I’m back in London completely battered and bruised! I didn’t think I bruised easily, apparently I do like a damn peach! I have bruises in places and i’m not even sure how I got them!

Snowboarders are masochists, the secret is out! I’ve never been so happy to be in so much pain. There was tears, there was frustration but I never gave up and it was the best experience of my life! 

I’m not miserable to be back in London, where there is no snow and I’m not met with an amazing piste view every morning. 

It has really made me realise, how can anyone be truly happy when we aren’t physically challenging ourselves on a daily basis?! Every even last week I was proud that I hadn’t ended up in a hospital bed, and that only pushed me to go harder the following day. Every time I thought my body couldn’t take another beating from the rock hard morning snow, I would get back up and go again (tumbling another 20 times). 

Life is just so boring when you compare it to that! Where is the challenge? Where is the danger? Where the fun!? 

I don’t want my bruises to fade, I don’t want my aches to go away. When they do it means that this amazing experience that I’ve just had will be truly over. I’m currently clutching at the frayed fragments left of my trip, I’m not ready to let it got yet. 

-sighs- Someone buy me a chalet please.

Filed under personal snowboarding take me back to the snow! frnech alps